Hot and Cold

Today, I discover new finding about myself: I can be veeery emotionally detach over people. I can be so cold like serial killer that even me, is scared of me. I feel so inhumane.

On the other hand, I can care too much about people I love unconditionally. Maybe more than too much that most people fail to understand. Me neither.

Fyuh. I wonder how can people be so 'dispenser-like'? I mean, they can be so cold yet so hot at the same time. So cold that you can froze out, yet so hot that can cause blister.

But still appear fine.