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"Maybe"

D1: Hi there! D2: Been long time, yes? How are you? D1: How are we? D2: What's bothering you? D1: How do we know that we are real us? D2: You just know. D1: What if what we think is us, is not us? D2: What doubts you? D1: I don't think I'm that good. Or content. Or kind to myself. To us. D2: Why? D1: It's just my anxiety. Promise something I'm afraid I can't deliver. As usual, putting a lot pressure and expectation to myself. I know it's useless, but I just can't help it. I guess, this is the real me. D2: Why is it bothering you so much when you're not real? D1: Good question. Maybe I just want to embrace this uncomfortable feeling without feeling guilty that I can't be like what I expect myself. Sorry, me. D2: Apology accepted. Anything else? D1: I'm also afraid I can't be consistent in pursuing what I decide for me. D2: Take your time. No rush. D1: We're running out of time. D2: At least we're not running from r